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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Joy is about having peace with the Lord. Not exactly happy emotions.
Peace.
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Can't slp. I guess it's after the coffee. Heavy heart. Will entrust it in the Lord's hands.
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Went for the children's camp follow up event. With a heavy heart as well. I spotted this cute lil girl. Her name's Rui Xin. She's such a darling. Her smiles just melts my heart. She made my day. Really. She was sitting alone eating her lunch. So I went up to her and talked to her. Her smiles are so wide and they just make you smile as well. We went to the washroom to wash our hands and we had a race. She was trying very hard to run while I tried to run at a slower pace. And she never stopped smiling each time she turned back to see where I was. EEEEeeEEE.. After she got a hello panda cookie, she came to me offering me one. Ha ha.. Such a sweet lil girl. Edna was right. She's such a cheerful darling.
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Christmas com ppl, Jia You and persevere in this last week of preparation! Check your mail! Give all glory to Him and to Him alone!
blessed by Father; wHeE
Friday, December 15, 2006
Thank God for interfering. For trials to mould me. I am so glad for bad things that happen. Seriously.
I'm giving permission for people to "scold" me when you see something is not right with me. Really. But don't scold me because I'm too pretty. WAHAHA.
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I just visited Qi Qi's blog. The song!! Perhaps love just brings back everything I can remember abt Goong!! Hee Hee.. Itsa nice songgg!! How dare she have the blogskin without tellin me. She shld watch out. WAHAHA.
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Yay!! I had my 1st 2Peter study with Christine ytd. It's wonderful to exchange what we've learn all abt Bible studies when we meet since we're from different churches and of different age (thus, exposed to different things in ministry. We're of different batch one). And we went for a singing session. Woohoo. She's very funny. She was trying to figure the words and ended up singing note for note. It just sounds hilarious. I shld try imitating her nxt time. Haha.. My singing's improved. Yahay. I think. I hope too. I learnt that I shall not challenge high notes and save myself the embarrassment.
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Went to Jie Ling's father's stall on tues after publicity and arcade. Heh heh. Eve is a kuku. She culd actually talk on the phone and play photohunt. There's this machine purely for earning coupons (is that the word, argh, i can't rmb. You get the idea yea) She won 120 of them using only 3tokens. It's so much after we played this really stupid thing that tests your patience and then you earn only like 2 or 4. WAhaha. You have to make the ball roll towards you on 2 pole-like thingy. The 2 pole-like tingy is pivoted and fixed on one end. So the ball actually rolls to you when you open it widely but not too wide for the tennis-sized ball to drop.
Anyways, I played with Jie Xin. She insists on playing this "hide and find" game. (She's good in explaining the game lei, don't play play) So when she hides something, I'm supposed to close my eyes. But I got Jie Ling and Yi Wei to tell me where it is without her knowing. A bit kuku if I can't find it oso. WAhaha.. So we played in NP canteen till the parents pack up. Siao.
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In response to silly jie ling's sabotage. I feel childish child-like.
1.Are you a chinese or a english freako?
Neither, i'm not a freak. WAHAHA
2.If the time gonna stop, wat will you possibly do?
Assuming that I can still move when time stops, I will jump frantically because there'll be trouble-I won't know when to meet the next exciting person. Haha.
3.You prefer play pool or playground?
Pool of course. Playground's too childish.
4.Do you prefer to gossip people or people gossiping about you?
This I agree. Gossiping is a sin. WAHAHA.
5.You like thing to be simple or complicated?
Simply complicating.
6.Do you tackle number or alphabets better?
I don't know. I'm too smart for both. HAHAHA
7.What make you piss off?
Own sin, horrible ppl, inconsiderate ppl, irritating ppl, lack of food? (hungry man makes an angry man?)
8.How your childhood? (POOR ENGLISH)
Crazy, fun, naive.
9.Do you have inspiration or perspiration?
Inspiration. I don't perspire much.
10.Do you think 24hour is too short or juz okie?
Okay, problem's not with time, but with me. WAHAHA
11.Will you judge a person by its appearance?
I can't judge ppl by appearance. But sometimes I do. I'm a sinner la.
12.What attracts your eye?
Nice things? Striking colours? TV.
13.Do you prefer dae or night?
Night of course, being a nocturnal animal. But that's bad.
14.Do you treasure thing tat you own or unsatisfied desire??
???
15.If your computer get hung wib a long document not save wat will you do?
Re-type the document trusting in God's sovereignty. Haha. But being a careful person, (after many of such experiences haha) I won't allow this to happen.
16.Do you belive in miracles?
My salvation is one.
17.Do you get tend to forget about the past or trying to do so? (horrible english)
Forgive and forget is not really good. Just learnt that the idea is to put down the emotional baggage by settling with the person. (What a brilliant me WHHAAH)
18.In your mind what colour are there?
Pink, yellow, purple, blue, black
19.Have you pitied those who are real pity (pitiful) and shed tear for them?
Yes of course, I have a heart. haha.
20.Describe yourself as in attitude?
Challenger.
21.Do you suddenly lose a gasp of hope to survive?
No.
22.Giive three advantage when you live?
1. Entertaining ppl.
2. Listener to some ppl
3. Peacemaker
23.What urr ambition in life
Many (think only, don't laugh k) Teacher, ballerina, doctor, lawyer, psychologist (I watch too much tv apparently)
24.Do you belive in horoscope?
Nope
25.Describe music in your life?
Sections my memories. When I hear certain songs, it reminds me of someone or something.
26.Which country you would go if you have the money?
Everywhere.
27.What do you think blogging about?
Sorting out thots, updating ppl abt me
28.What kind of style are you trying to get hold of?
Freestyle? WAHAHA
29.When you fail a test,what will you do?
CRY. Then probably thank God.
30.Pass this to 8 friend (lame haha)
1. Su Ying
2. Alvin Chia
3. Huey Fen
4. Wei Yan
5. Hong Mei
6. De Zhang (for the vain one)
7. Shao Ning
8. De Zhang's dear (you know who you are right)
blessed by Father; wHeE
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Christmas is coming. Render the end of holidays and the start of school. I look ahead fast eh? Being a typical kiasu Singapore citizen, I gotta start checking out the modules I can take nxt sem. Very important thing to do bcos it'd affect my timetable and thus my service and ministry in wherever I am.
Lotsa things to do. Suddenly I have to take on the role to teach for the whole year. I'm feeling the stress. I really feel inadequate to teach. Am very worried abt my input of God's Word. Am frantically finding ppl to have bible studies with them. Yay, am gg to embark on 2Peter with Christine. We met during Bible T.R.A.I.L after more than 1/2 a year. That kuku. I feel deprived from bible studies in youth for Christ. brrr...
Inadequacy. Am doing that for QT. yay.
Am getting tired very easily. Don't know what's wrong.
blessed by Father; wHeE
Friday, December 08, 2006
Have been having late nights because of the Asian games.
Park Tae Hwan. A 17 year old swimmer from South Korea. He's really good! He's got gold medals in the 1500m freestyle, 400m freestyle, 200m freestyle and guess what, 100m freestyle as well! And he helped his teammates obtain a bronze medal in the 4 x 100m freestyle relay and another relay I can't remember. (Gold and silver belongs to the chinese and the japanese very obviously) Wow, he's got the stamina and the speed. A legend. N he looks good. wahahah.
Li Tao. Singaporean swimmer. (obviously not born in Singapore. should be able to guess where) She won a bronze medal and a GOLD MEDAL YTD IN THE 50m BUTTERFLY STROKE RACE! She beams with pride when she steps on the rostrum. My.. I jumped when I saw she got first. I was still trying to count the lanes when that yellow tingy appeared on the lane telling us the first was Li Tao. I was still thinking it was probably the favourites - the Chinese. wahhaha.. Anyway, the favourite got 4th. She couldnt even manage a medal. But it was a split second. Really split. The 1st to 5th (I think) finished the race in 24sec.
That was probably the only time when the Singapore National Anthem wld be played at the pools. ha..
Sidenote, Joscelin Yeo was close to getting a medal in the 200m medley (butterfly, backstroke, breaststroke, freestyle in tt order). Heard she was one of the 1st few in the heats. She was in lane 5. Lane 5 you know. The lane which the likely top fews wld be swimming in. She managed a 4th. The killer was the backstroke at the 2nd 50m.
Li Li. A singapore badminton player. I was watching her play with the chinese taipei player (that's how the commentators termed it). The player was irritating. The commentator as well. The player (can't be bothered to remember her name. But i'll definitely recognise her the next time i see her) shouted very loudly whenever she scores a point (even when it was a mistake made by Li li.) A horrible and irritating tactic but good one to challenge the opponent mentally. Even Li Jia Wei adopted it along the way after her match with a south korean player.
The commentator. I have much to say. She was obviously biased towards the world no 24th player. And worse, she didn't comment much. Most of the time there was silence. And whenever Li Li scores a point, she didn't give her tt credit objectively, which is what a commentator shld be doing, but kept saying the taiwanese player was off form etc. Til the final round when it was very obvious that Li Li was winning, she began to say, Li Li shld be winning because she has been consistent in this game. I was... disgusted by this horrible commentator. There were so many excellent plays by the "singaporean" player and she didn't even name most of them. Argh. I hate to conclude this. But female commentators are really horrible. They are too emotional. And biased.
Jing Aiying. Another potential singaporean badminton player. Her play was.. wow!!! Splendid!! It was an exciting match against the south korean player Hwan Hye Yeon. The commentator was much better. Tho, I think he shld watch more badminton matches. He started concluding that Jing wld be winning this match at the 1st game. Ya, and affirming it at the 3rd game when Jing was merely 2 points ahead of Hwan. Anyway Jing lost. But it was really a wonderful match to watch. The commentator was very funny. It was a very tight game at the 3rd match. So there was once when Jing got a 2point lead, he went "ho ho ho, i'm pretty excited abt this".
There's dis outrageous shot that Jing played which I'd have to agree with him, he went "this is an OUTRAGEOUS SHOT. You'd never get bored watching this 20times." the shot was at such a wonderful angle. You shld watch the highlights man. WOW.
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will be at Bible T.R.A.I.L. Probably my last conference before I leave. A good time for me to tell some of the personnels I worked with that I was leaving. Hrmphs..
blessed by Father; wHeE
Monday, December 04, 2006
This post is purely for entertainment's sake.
was chatting with houquan (a very old sec friend) the other day. So kuku me decided to venture into the stupid topic abt the army stuff. And he was trying to explain stuff to me. Using stupid lingos. Can ppl from THE army please relate at our level??!!
So he drew this
wahahha.. it's so funny. I stared for a while before I figured out what's happening. whahah..
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Just wanted to upload kuku photos that huiting and i took ages ago. One fine day when i met her on the streets.
beauty and the bea....s...
There's a mole somewhere. WAHAHAH
2 crazy women. She sure can act.
ηδ»δΉη 2 dao gias..
vainpots.. but not as vain as someone who ogles at HIS nails.
blessed by Father; wHeE
Today's officially the 1st day of my holidays while most of the NUS (nooos) ppl are still battling with the EXAM. Hah..
Last 2 papers were chem papers. Think it'll be fine. Thought I could have done better. Nevertheless, during one of my QTs, the Lord reminded me that I was privileged to even be able to study. So my only responsibility is to do my best remembering this privilege. That helped a lot.
For the last paper, a.k.a my favourite module paper, I could do most of the questions except for 2 10marks question. The lecturer came in and gave us hints for the 1st question. I couldn't get the "wink wink" thing like I used to bcos I was trying very hard to figure out the structure. It's very 3D. I can't get it. The after effects of the paper was... cool. I couldn't stop thinking and dreaming about the questions. Argh. How will I survive without being able to do organic chem next sem. sobbss.. That adds motivation to take UROPs. How do I live without you... Wahahah..
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The Lord spoke to me during QT to deal with a situation which I've been keeping quiet. Partly because I didn't want to be the bad guy. So I guess, I was challenged to do some of the things which I'm required to do to please Him. I really enjoyed this QT material. Precepts Lord series. Doing "Lord, give me a heart for you". Yea. It's not cheap. But it's worth the money. It got me so motivated to do QT that I did Qt twice a day for some of the days. wahaha. In the midst of my exams.
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Was on my way to church ytd and I was praying on the bus. (I don't always do that. I have my struggles too haha) And I "heard" a voice. Heard as in I had my prayers answered. I had been praying that the Lord would remind me and help me recognise how sinful I am before Him because I have been knowing it in the head. But it wasnt getting to the heart. Finally ytd, or in fact the whole wk, the Lord reminded me of some of the things which I had done that wasnt pleasing to Him. And it helped me better appreciate His grace.
Don't think I'm a psycho. Jerry Bridges suggested in transforming grace that the only way to live by grace and to appreciate God's grace is to appreciate how sinful we are before a Holy God. Otherwise we'll probably try very hard to do what is right because of a legalistic nature, (Think about times when you asked Him to do something. Then you start thinking if you've been doing your quiet time. Or you were glad that you've done your quiet time so you're assured that God'll definitely answer your prayers.) instead of obedience out of gratitude to this God who saved us from the perils of eternal destruction.
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Pride reflects poor self-esteem.
Worried.
Not only for myself.
blessed by Father; wHeE
